the battlefield where the moon says i love you
frank stanford
p. 312-319
I met the crop dusters downed by gin I chauffeured the widows
through the delta shifting down like the angel of death told me
I slid off the road in linking rhyme
I cast lots with the dank underclothes of the backseat
that made the windows tablets for the wicked’s skeleton keys
that made me leap prince of the bullfrogs
from pond to pond from wheels to wheels
with a voice as deep as a fatal wound I followed the odors coming
from underneath
I sentenced my dice to be hung from the neck on the rear view mirror
I waited for my love of the ages
the Negroes and hypnotists who died in the ice boxes
before the age of reason and I stood guard with combs and old radios
while the poets slept
we kept the iron warm for the sister women’s hair
we kept the whereabouts of the innocent to ourselves
while the poets slept
we stood sentry to the snake doctors who drowned in their breath
rising in the desert like the wisdom of Atum
we took the longest patrols
and ended up with rat bite fever and syphilis in the seraglio
we all thought was some kind of wine
while the poets slept we cleaned the repetends of feathers from our boots
and buried John Webster who drank the pure darkness
while the poets dreamt of being
captain of the drill team and quarterback at the same time
all of us became quite lonesome
watching the same movies all during the week
watching the guests slam the door on the tips of our fishing rods
watching the crippled geometry teacher fall
in love with the bright girl too poor to buy notebook paper
and class pictures
watching for that other playmaker Christopher Marlowe
defenestrating the other world this one
watching Danae burn incense in to the coop with the blue fox
while the poets slept
the breathtaking Mamas washed us in Job and coal oil and the soap of odes
and sorrows
while the poets dreamt of possessing the stealth of my blood brother
portentous and sudden
my brother master of mud and woo and whistles
who is night and like the night and the wind
who was to rescue Christabel
and slink away with the moon with child in his spit
we divulged the lore of the enemy river
we went through the particular fate of the cataclysmic womb
we shot marbles with Adonis according to his mystic-marshal rules
we solaced the schoolgirls forbidden to raise lavender
who had to weave their long socks locked in the loft
who were frostbitten by the english horn
who were ultimately french kissed in the back of the schoolbus
coming back from the football game in the mountains
O the water
was cold as a casket left by the window to swell
and my prick lifted its head like a lost loon
like a man who has rowed out for good
like a cardship who has cancer
O the mad V
of pricks the wind of floating acres an alcove of consummate luck
we knew whatever we were
we slept in the shade and listened
to oblivion’s shadow arabesque
the plums and firecrackers were going bad in our pockets
while the poets slept we were fast asleep
like a clipper full of horses off course
we seethed where the light never penetrated
we stunk like the lemon
we became cruel and nautical at once
meanwhile the rumps delivered their soliloquies in the hallways
like caverns where seabeasts grazed unbeknown
O we waited so long in the waves
to make a pass at the new one who wanders and parts her hair with
ivy solitude and murder
the dogs howl so quietly some frost comes up on your ring
like the abandoned arteries of a star
as if a sleazy fifteen year old was reading over my shoulder
nudging like a colt a generative unicorn with a dense red mane
while the poets slept in one another’s jockstrap
I was driving Miss Nevus down a lowroad
in the dead of winter
the haze rising out of the kiln of her blouse
like breath in a meadow
the small animals crossing the road at night
swooning in the headlights of the black car a V-8 mudfish
that rode low to the ground like a nasty pair of bluejeans
the song on the radio was something
the Prince of darkness could swallow
I wanted to grind charcoal into a fine powder like a lens maker
I wanted the soot that looked purple at night
to pry into the flesh of the snow apples
I thought about setting fire to the cold fields
I wanted her tongue to stick to the mirror
and the owl buried deep in the head with an odor of blood
lisps like a female prisoner speaking in her sleep
taboo
something flying up to the side
an invisible horse that reared up on the other side of the fence
a little cyclone of mystery
crazy like a girl looking at the moon in the water
with thoughts of tangerines and a fading light
a girl with the cold-blooded eyes of a lizard
that goes for the fingers in the crevice of the cliff
a girl with a streak of meanness
like the lateral dark line of fish
who can feel death through the water
and maneuver by the sound of dust settling on land
there are vibrations in the weed before dawn
like a rattling of dishes in the widow’s parlor
like a crust of bread which gives away a visitor
there are faraway voices that come from beyond
the constellations we have not yet named
strange noises of light that quiver like tropical slime
that arrive through the bedroom window
when the sons and daughters are in the woods of one another
there comes a knowledge of the dead who dream of tentacles and beaks
a sediment which forms around the tracks
where the dead have often ridden together
really I think of simple things
of ordinary acts and nights
that take place in the desolate minds of the very common
words like water or a pile of branches
gestures with the rhythm of plankton
and the heartbeat of birds and hooves
the steady growl of the wildcat about to pounce
and smooth running cars
hitting on all cylinders
with rearseats that can sound like Tarzan’s monkey
I think of the intimate steps the dancer can make
bold as the letters of the stonecutter’s inscriptions
that beautiful weapon the knife an instrument of peace
the calligraphy of the seed and feed lists
the crow on the horizon you see in the eyes of the Trappist
who has gone so long without sleep
broken glass perseverant lips the apostrophes of the man in the fire tower
the woman who will drown herself
touching the inscrutable fragment not the statue
I think of the simple things of the spirit
the last rites of the snow
and the lovers who go to bed with a child in mind
and when they wake it is so
should she plait her hair with warnings
I will forget my vagueness in the midst of the rose
should she remember my ugly face which brought her to ruin
I will live in the old bell like a vine and a burden
I will envision the desert’s laments
when the going gets rough I’ll take my eyes off the road
I’ll look at the body of my passenger like a small ship underway
the crazy one with eyes of semblances
who can camouflage herself with shivers and the iridescence of fish
who can utter milt and seaweed
I think of the simple girls from the country
who can get out of their clothes as fast as a thoroughbred
and a sailfish
I go down the road dreaming drunk as a coot
when she says to slow down boy I think of a throat under siege
and the motto of a horn
I think of a pyramid and an hourglass a vice that gives off its own light
my life I love it
in the dark
under the water of my shadow music
my form
and substance lonely and blue as ever
I give away my deluded clothes
I fall by the wayside
only the stones for throwing
across the river
and the girl who transfigures the predator
know how I listen
for that boat full of melons and sorrow
alas was the word
they used in the old days
they had been friends in youth
I wandered through the hamlets
barefoot at times
a two-bit troubadour
going very deep in debt to the canebrakes
they called me fisherman then
and my pockets were full of blackbirds
I dipped the good snuff of the delta
with its boiled coffee and crawdads
the sailmaker sewed me tight pants
for my bandy legs
the gravedigger broke ground for my arbor
I took roses to the panther
twice a week I came in heat
I dragged a cottonsack full of books
up and down the levee
like a litter the Indians used for the sick
and wounded
oh well the cook mammas jingled
they picked buckshot out of the churchhouse door
with carving knives
and used it
to sink their lines
and concocted bait
deep into everyman’s blue hole
I am the ones who arrived I am
delivered by the dark light of a thousand glowworms
that stand fast in the tree
suffering I know the spinning wheel the Negroes turn
I who take money from no one
with the touch of the virgin’s crucifix
in the palm of the dispossessed werewolf
the query of firebirds blackberries and female tigers
creedless and risking my ship I go quite phallic
starting with the backwater of your corpus
I discover myself beyond the laws
aware of the ribald the sublime and the reckless
taking holy water leaks in the big river of unconsciousness
which flows elemental under my shack
taking my hounds and roosters all over again
I exist in the natural musk of the farmgirl seer
I exist in the miracles of the nebulous clitoris
I exist beyond the symbols and two-bit concepts
beyond shadroe never accepted by the high class
I assume the skill of evangelical beasts the good and the bad as well
I fadeaway in my quivering limbs I fade away black
and lighthearted on the wild seas of what I want you to do
I utter in sad blossoms I admit the visitors with tears
I wait for the schoolgirl who waits for me
clear and strange I plot my garden is yours
I live in the sung root
of good-fortune and death on cue with the fodder
I as fierce as the dust on the rose
I loom in the hours where the dragon swims
I jump from the barns of wasps and castrated ponies
I dress like the holy spirit and smell just as bad
I stink with the night of the snake
I sleep with my arm around whoever is sleeping
I motley boy on the loose with the mad and the rabbits
I am taken for you at my age
I suffered and earned twelve dollars a day being a guide
I pivot like the runaway who sees his girl
I stride through the grass not nearly as good as you
I ride an old horse in the creek
I marry the unknown in the poolroom I make out the great thighs of the shark
I undo my pants looking for trouble
I interpret dreams like Daniel I focus the bee
I tarnish
the mirror with slang and redeal the cards
like a sonneteer of chalk and sapphires
I glow with the venom of the lover
moving forever and ever shall be without antidote
I am the fair lead of the air’s noose
I invade the gutter and Louvre
I strike deep in the drunken paws I link the naked
I atone for nothing but her pink plectrum the moon
I smile in the blackstrap syrup I blow like secret wind
it is as simple as that
sexual and frank
I tinge the bold juice naive and delirious I welcome strangers
I go down easy and solid like whiskey and found knives the Indians traded
I appear insane and on fire
I died in prison like Reich
I wear an ancient cape that trails like a maze without cause
I the hunted
I the mocked
I who carry the stones from one cemetery to another
I who was most certainly mad
once upon a time by contemporary standards
I a shadow among shadows
your chapters of faults in the valleys of death my stead
I a fake and a starfish
I who can hold the wounded hawk to my eye
without fear of losing it
I who bed down with your daughters and beg for their alms
I the liar
whose only curse is the sadness tying your lips
I who was the richest poet in town I who was always the only
I who never set foot in a city see what I mean
I whittle wings and whore with the beluga
I who know there is nothing for me beyond this world
I with enough friends to bury me
I who will go unread by the warrior caste
I who keep silent with the feather and no further retinue
I who deny the most noble truths because I dreamed them singular
I eat with the hogs and contend with the ages
I drink with the mighty clouds of joy out of Tishmingo
with a physique of pure lava
I side with the daffodils and the foetus
with a physique of a catch in a tragic winter a keeshond on board
I say with a lava physique I pass bastard of frankincense
O stutter again friend of the axe
O draw a branch across your arm
O jelly of hell seldom on duty
O paradise riding a mule
O poets who sleep I write never never windswept and incredible
O orchards for now
O pasture in unison with a dozen naked women from Lemuria
O wreckage of milk and tiger lilies
O moon smooth as ever in the bull
the unworldly which is worldly and rain
the sadness habitual
I pass out in the wagon of cotton
I live for the day
with bruises in the lighthouse and the very scent of honey
steeped in blood
I say let this be a movie and you will live forever
in the beginning there was the sound of the word
and I spoke nothing of myself how long sister
say I told you
when you are gathered together
let each one take a line to himself
or herself or both
let no one read me alone
say I like the beautiful coal in the pulpit swamp
say I like the king snake
say I going round to your friend
say it again
O the man said heaven
you say it now
was a state twice as big as Mississippi
with the grace of a monkey woman from Clarksdale
with a rhinestone ice pick in her slipper
and the devil in the spout
say I seen the glass darkly you say it for now
you take the song
and dip your hand in the creek
the spice bush is ready